*More pictures=D*

Here are some PHOTOS OF THE YEAR.
Some of my favourites, taken this year.=)
My Love -- Icecream Puffs. *yummielicious*
PRF -- full attendance =D my loves =)
You jump, I jump.. * my darLing & baba *
Such a sweet sweet smile *Leen on her 18th bdae*
My true love -- tangtang =D *so adorable!!*

Picture Updates =D

Today's FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN's burfdae!
My darling's so pretty and happy today.
Things were really great =D
Happy happy happy!!
*touched expression*
my darling still looks so beautiful even when she cries. *aww*
*wishing upon ICECREAM PUFFS*
that's US - PRF =D *done by me.. isn't it artistic?*
dedicated to the one whus scared of PEAs from today onwards.

** September is coming to an end **

hmms..
Ain't in a great mood today.
Still have alittle bit of disappointment inside of me.
Nahs.. it's got nothing to do with exams. have given up on my prelims ler.
Haish.
Jus feeling so xin hui yi leng.
Nvber felt lyke that before.
Haish.
Wus talking to boyfren last night.
Just cried lorhs.
Just felt so dumb.
Wus wondering why we are putting in so much effort.
Ya, true..we are not obliged to.
But the reason why we are trying so hard and all, is 'cause we really cherish the person.
Isn't it so?
Haish. I don't what to say anymore.
Am too upset.
Now, I don't even feel lyke doing what I have planned fer everyone.
Maybe I might feel much better when I go out later to have icecream.

I have found a new love!!

Just found a new love.
Aren't you all happy fer me?
okayokay.. My boyfren has been great all the while.
But yups.
I've got a new love!!
Here's a picture of my new love!! =DDD

Don't you just find him CUTE?
And he just loves xiaoliu the doggy.
He just gave me a sweet goodnight kiss.
N he jus asked cutely if he cld bring xiaoliu the doggy home.
Hehehs.
He is too cute to resist!!
AHH!!

**PISSED OFF DAY**

Exams are tortuous.
Brain-cells killing.
I have absolutely no confidence to do well at all.
Getting more and more disappointed in myself after each paper.
Feeling lyke such a failure.
Feel like crying it all out.
But no point.. I need a shoulder.
I don't wanna cry alone.
But at the same time, I don't aneone to see me crying.
Haha. Contradictory.
*shrugs*
I guess I'll find some other way to release the stress that is building up within me.
A walk, maybe.

** GOOD LUCK to everyone **

Yupyups. The long awaited ONE has arrived.
Prelims are starting tml.
Hehehs.
GP is giving the headstart.
Prays that I'll have an easy paper. prays hard..
Oh wells.. jus wanna wish all GOOD LUCK!
Hang on in there no matter how tough the going gets.
Cause, in no time..
It's PARTYTIME =DDD
Yayness.. I love parties!!!

`superficial lovers think that they have to meet to not miss each other. Being physically present is not a should-be. It's a gift... philo right? it's frm my fren's nick.

Language of Roses . .

1 Rose~Exceptional love all concentrated on you.
2 Roses~Two of us deeply in love.
3 Roses~I love you.
6 Roses~I want to be yours.
9 Roses~Love each other eternally.
11 Roses~You are the one I love most in my life.
12 Roses~Satisfactory union and mutual affinity.
13 Roses~Secret admirer.
24 Roses~Remember fondly every moment(24 hours cannot forget you).
33 Roses~Saying "I love you" with PROFOUND LOVE.
36 Roses~Feeling romantic attachment becauseyou come tome.
44 Roses~Constant unchangeable pledge.
50 Roses~This is "Regretless Love".
56 Roses~My love.
66 Roses~Successful love affair.
99 Roses~Love with understanding makes love eternal.
100 Roses~Harmonious union in a century, remain a devoted couple 'till ripe-old age.
101 Roses~No other love but you.
108 Roses~Please marry me!
111 Roses~Eternal love.
123 Roses~Free love.
144 Roses~Loving you day and night eternally.
365 Roses~Thinking of you everyday, love you everyday.
999 Roses~Everlasting and eternal love.
1001 Roses~Faithful love, 'till forever.

Oh my goodness.
I didn't know there are so many meanings.
Haha. I wanna have 1001 roses too!
Hehehs. This is no hint lahs
Who wouldn't want?
just that it wud be an utter waste of money.
OKay.. back to studying lers..

`imisshim..i dun wan missing him to become a routine..=(

* ihavenoideawhattoputasmytitle *

EMOEMOEMOEMO.
So affected by stuffs happening.
argh.
My tear ducts have been rather active recently.
Hehehs.
Jus read Zhao's blog.
Hais. Found him quite lyke the old me..
And stuffs that he's going through, is so much alike lahs.
Rweally wished he would learn to open abitbit.
if you're reading this, jus wanna let you noe that you're in my prayers..

Prelims are coming.
Hehehs.
I just wanna pull it off with nice passes this time.
THEN I'll MUG really hard fer my As.
Haha. Ridiculous thinking.

`I always don't get what I reallyreally want. That's life, I guess?

*blank*

Today's a Sunday not too well-spent.
Went to the hair salon to cut my hair.
Seriously, I've no freaking idea why I decided to cut it short.
Am kinda regretting it now.
I look WEIRD.is there any word worse than weird?
What's worse I have to go back to school tml!!
*bangs head on the wall*
Haish.

Ysd night talked to zhaoqi online.
Haish. Can't do anething much to help.
'Cause I'm unhappy as well.
An unhappy being can't bring happiness to another.
I wanna be happy again!

`even in crowds, I still feel lonely...

Saturday

It's a weekend again.
Wasted my whole morning.
Can't really get into the mood of studying at all.
Feel lyke a failure, wasting my life away...
The emptiness in me is so unbearable.
Don't like life this way.
Hmms. Might be going to Msia later, if possible.
But meanwhile, I'm going to force myself to study.
I know I hafta.
It's not a choice anemore.
I'm MIA-ing. . .

Happy Teacher's Day =D

Wanna wish all great teachers.. "Happy Teacher's Day!"
Thanks for all your guidance and efforts.
All my teachers are rweally great!!

Now fer sum updates.

Wednesday -- Teacher's Day Eve
It felt lyke a Friday that day,
fer sum unknown reasons.
Went shopping fer sum gifts..
Got two dvds n went on the way home with Flor.
Met my darling Minglin at Woodlands Interchange.
Such great coincidence!
Three of us just stood in the middle of nowhere and started chitchatting.
Hehehs. Dey were the mad ones.
NOT ME!! =P
Miss minglin sososo much.
It's been so long since I've a proper chat with her, and not to say, going out with her.
Haish.
Anewaes, am so happy to know that she's happily attached.
At night, after dinner, me n flor just went mad singing in the room.
hehehs. Future Stars=D
This is not bhb-ism.
It's known as CONFIDENCE=D

Thursday -- Teacher's Day
The concert.. hehehs.. cldn't rweally make it lahs.
Evan's band didn't get to perform at their full potential.
Due to the POOR sound system. argh!
But szemin's voice wus rweally POWER.
Other performances were so-so only lahs.
The dance club's dance wus guys'-attention-grasping, but it's not really a good dance lorhs.
Met up with darling Celest, boon n jingyi to make our way back to BPGHS.
SUZY and Mr. KUEK REMEMBER ME!
Didn't expect them to. tot I wus a pretty low-profiled GOOD student.=P
Cld recognise all the teachers despite my poor memory.
Walked ard school to relive the old feelings..
Visited the NPCC rm wif boon n jingyi, but it wus locked.
Went to the classrooms, but it wus occupied.
Hung ard at courtyard and waited fer the guys to make up their minds.
Saw a couple of junior ex bpians.
Den we walked all the way to lot one with boon playing 'ji ba ban' on his hp.
Ate brekkie at Mac.
Den Home Sweet Home; not in the mood to go out.

Became kinda anti-social recently.
Just not rweally in the mood of mingling around, I guess?
I know I'm normally extremely sociable.. but due to me being a 'mixed-horo',
yups. there are certainly days where I just wanna be left alone.

`the emptiness in me is becoming too much for me to handle . .